First thing first, I would like to apologize for not commenting back to some of the entries, I was just too busy last week and last few days, the reason why I was not able to post my entry for this week on time. By the way, my letter to my husband that I am going to entry now was like already 5 years ago. I wrote this letter on our engagement party, please spare the grammar. LOL
I’ve searched for so long…. And most of the times it leads me to nowhere… too many fool people, fake unreal ones.
On the day I met you I thought ure just a passing guy friend…I never thought you’re for real… but then to prove me how sincere u are… u send me flowers and chocolate on my bday to which I was unable to taste My family got them all… You told me your feelings is true. I told u to wait.. Thought u will stop. But u didn’t instead you understand.. You waited until I gave u a call. even though a little bit scared I asked u If Ill say yes will it be forever? Even your snoring You said “ My dream is to have a family and to share my life with the person I love and can be one with them and accept them in to my life and I promise that you will be my first treasure and that all promises made before GOD are irrevocable and I will not go from you. I belong to you.
And so every day we seen each other in the cam and chatted everyday.. You just don’t know how happy and contented I am just to hear from and got ure call everyday… I thought things will be as easy as that… you’ll book your flight u will be here…. But it didn’t just push through.. Weve been tested… first was the doctor advised and ure not able to get here. Second was u have flue and the airport didn’t let u in third was gosh this is the worst you forgot your ticket…. But then u never stopped… and did not let go… until these time you’re here…. As u promised…. Hon I want u to know even we will going to have a million of tests when we will be apart.. I can take it I just don’t want u to give up.. Coz ill never give up…Ill stay with you forever, Even you will be ocean’s apart from me… I’ll be waiting until things will get settled…I love you whoever or whatever u are no matter how old u are.. Whatever it takes u cannot get rid off me… thank u for the real love u showed me.. Thank u for accepting mj not only mj but mariel and the whole family.. Thank u for always making me smiles in the net and in real… thank for being you…