I am not sure what to feel, I know you needed some help but I am just depending on my husband and I don’t have a job of my own that I can get some extra money to help you. I am sorry and I feel sorry for you, you just have to be strong for yourself and for the people who loves you. I know sooner or later you could find a solution to all your problems, I may not be the instrument but some people will do. But please, I hope you also could ask some help to those people who was not able to assist you first, I mean didn’t we help you when you asked us before? I guess this time you should ask them over and over again. I am sure they will because they are your family.